A land of wonders in present time,
to lie awake with piece of mind.
A bridge to cross and burn to hell,
to escape the truth you'd never tell.
A sin in sight and locked away,
to relive the past and save today.
A lie or two.. Or three.. Or four,
to deny a life you've lived before.
A tool you use to commit a crime,
to stop what happens another time.
A place you lie asleep for good,
to get the peace you think you should.
This end is guided with misdirection,
you know that this is self deception.
If you were to imagine the sultry voice of the one you crave,
with the purest intention to just hear their voice,
would it not send you to a fiery grave,
to not have more and it's not your choice?
You envision the face of the one you praise,
with the purpose of feeding that aching desire,
In your mind you can simply sum it to a "phase",
on the outside it shows that you're a liar.
Will you ever move on from this crippling obsession,
that shatters your heart and distorts personality,
or will you chase after them in lusting possession,
whilst you're stuck forever in virtual reality?
Year's reflection of a star,
glistening on an ocean.
Out of reach, seen from afar
it hasn't taken motion.
'Til time speeds up and skies stand still,
A light sprints fast, the wish is real.
From off the lips of hoping hearts,
when dreams are known to fall apart.
The only things that last long are,
our wishes on a falling star.
Storms in the mind of a wanderer,
with no lack in imagination.
Casually known as a ponderer,
confusion is their occupation.
Left in a small capsule of darkness,
and down the throat of a blinding light.
Inside is the screaming, the sharpness,
the outside is seen as softly bright.
Appearances are what matters here,
slowly seeping through worn disguises.
"Black or white", oxymoron's true fear,
they tried to hide but the gray rises.
Love built on
Hate, Lust and pain,
Fueled by rage
Crossing lines...
Broken hearts that shattered,
No warmth of purity
Arms clenched
with Hearts apart,
Trying to forget
Cold, dark pasts,
Just an engraving
Where it hurt
Then an end...
True,
or False
There, it began?
"Special" is no longer a bad thing, for those who are special, are also Gifted.
That of which cannot be obtained, but has always been.
Your beauty is varied and skills untested.
Reach heights in life some have never seen.
You are great, and forever will be.
All your abilities may not be acknowledged, though still, they are what makes you who you are.
A gracefulness that attracts all who see.
Now there is hope you're someone's shining star.
Be glad with what you have and remember you deserve it.
For the world is now more accepting than before.
Beware of evil intent and jealousy that won't admit.
We're also still battling with social war.
I throw on a costume clearly showing how dreadfully uncomfortable I am in my own skin. It was just some random old rags that were lying around my house, nothing gaudy. I slowly make my way into the bathroom. ~sigh~
Looking at my reflection in the mirror was the last thing I wanted to do, and yet, I can't stop staring. I'm wearing a tattered-white, short-sleeve shirt with white pants. It's hard trying to keep myself from frowning. I hate myself for who I am. Swiftly, I coat my face to conceal the pain that's inside. All I really want is to hide, which is pretty normal for me considering I'm a shut-in.
"Today I will have some fun" I say
Anxious with anticipation I bounce around impatiently.
It's almost my turn to experience the ride of my life.
I've heard so many great things; all the fun I could possibly have.
I waited until the day there were no longer any limitations, no rules that could stop me.
There I am at the edge sliding into action.
As I swiftly sway from one excitement to the next I think that there's no better feeling than the one at this very moment.
For some the feeling can last a lifetime, and for others its much less.
Confident in my abilities I think I'm ready for a big splash.
Gravity takes over as reality would suggest.
Nothing's in my control as
"What do you see when you look at me?" I'd thought at least a thousand times but hadn't asked until then. "I can feel your eyes closely locked on me when I'm looking away." I said knowingly taking a risk. "I.. I sss.." He struggled to say words, while slightly uneasy and not sure how to respond. I could tell I had hit a nerve. "Nevermind, forget I even asked" I said quickly receding my comment. "It was probably just a glance I mistook to be more." I turned my head away in embarrassment.
He told me in a quiet manner, yet loud enough for me to understand, "No, it wasn't just a glance. I see a beautiful girl, One full of kindness, joy, and love
A land of wonders in present time,
to lie awake with piece of mind.
A bridge to cross and burn to hell,
to escape the truth you'd never tell.
A sin in sight and locked away,
to relive the past and save today.
A lie or two.. Or three.. Or four,
to deny a life you've lived before.
A tool you use to commit a crime,
to stop what happens another time.
A place you lie asleep for good,
to get the peace you think you should.
This end is guided with misdirection,
you know that this is self deception.
If you were to imagine the sultry voice of the one you crave,
with the purest intention to just hear their voice,
would it not send you to a fiery grave,
to not have more and it's not your choice?
You envision the face of the one you praise,
with the purpose of feeding that aching desire,
In your mind you can simply sum it to a "phase",
on the outside it shows that you're a liar.
Will you ever move on from this crippling obsession,
that shatters your heart and distorts personality,
or will you chase after them in lusting possession,
whilst you're stuck forever in virtual reality?
Year's reflection of a star,
glistening on an ocean.
Out of reach, seen from afar
it hasn't taken motion.
'Til time speeds up and skies stand still,
A light sprints fast, the wish is real.
From off the lips of hoping hearts,
when dreams are known to fall apart.
The only things that last long are,
our wishes on a falling star.
Storms in the mind of a wanderer,
with no lack in imagination.
Casually known as a ponderer,
confusion is their occupation.
Left in a small capsule of darkness,
and down the throat of a blinding light.
Inside is the screaming, the sharpness,
the outside is seen as softly bright.
Appearances are what matters here,
slowly seeping through worn disguises.
"Black or white", oxymoron's true fear,
they tried to hide but the gray rises.
Love built on
Hate, Lust and pain,
Fueled by rage
Crossing lines...
Broken hearts that shattered,
No warmth of purity
Arms clenched
with Hearts apart,
Trying to forget
Cold, dark pasts,
Just an engraving
Where it hurt
Then an end...
True,
or False
There, it began?
"Special" is no longer a bad thing, for those who are special, are also Gifted.
That of which cannot be obtained, but has always been.
Your beauty is varied and skills untested.
Reach heights in life some have never seen.
You are great, and forever will be.
All your abilities may not be acknowledged, though still, they are what makes you who you are.
A gracefulness that attracts all who see.
Now there is hope you're someone's shining star.
Be glad with what you have and remember you deserve it.
For the world is now more accepting than before.
Beware of evil intent and jealousy that won't admit.
We're also still battling with social war.
I throw on a costume clearly showing how dreadfully uncomfortable I am in my own skin. It was just some random old rags that were lying around my house, nothing gaudy. I slowly make my way into the bathroom. ~sigh~
Looking at my reflection in the mirror was the last thing I wanted to do, and yet, I can't stop staring. I'm wearing a tattered-white, short-sleeve shirt with white pants. It's hard trying to keep myself from frowning. I hate myself for who I am. Swiftly, I coat my face to conceal the pain that's inside. All I really want is to hide, which is pretty normal for me considering I'm a shut-in.
"Today I will have some fun" I say
Anxious with anticipation I bounce around impatiently.
It's almost my turn to experience the ride of my life.
I've heard so many great things; all the fun I could possibly have.
I waited until the day there were no longer any limitations, no rules that could stop me.
There I am at the edge sliding into action.
As I swiftly sway from one excitement to the next I think that there's no better feeling than the one at this very moment.
For some the feeling can last a lifetime, and for others its much less.
Confident in my abilities I think I'm ready for a big splash.
Gravity takes over as reality would suggest.
Nothing's in my control as
"What do you see when you look at me?" I'd thought at least a thousand times but hadn't asked until then. "I can feel your eyes closely locked on me when I'm looking away." I said knowingly taking a risk. "I.. I sss.." He struggled to say words, while slightly uneasy and not sure how to respond. I could tell I had hit a nerve. "Nevermind, forget I even asked" I said quickly receding my comment. "It was probably just a glance I mistook to be more." I turned my head away in embarrassment.
He told me in a quiet manner, yet loud enough for me to understand, "No, it wasn't just a glance. I see a beautiful girl, One full of kindness, joy, and love
Alright, I HAVE to get back into writing again.. obviously I just stopped outta the blue and that wasn't fair of me. Full disclosure... I was in school stressing about passing my GED tests that I was taking, and I was in constant physical and mental ...
Sooooo, tomorrow just so happens to be my birthday. I don't usually pay attention to it but my family definitely won't let me forget it. :lmao: I will maybe write something... I'll have to rummage through my crazy mind and pull something out but I'll get 'er dun. :clap: Don't expect anything good tho. lol
Kay, til next time. Bye
I am up at five something in the morning and I haven't even been doing anything other that looking at tons of art and lurking on ppls pages. I decided to write something that popped in my head and now I feel like I need to sleep and I can finally sleep peacefully. I'll upload it when I wake up. Sweet dreams everyone! lol